Where Am I Going?

When I decided to let go of 150 items I didn’t know what would happen. All I knew is that I had to let those items go.

Yesterday I took a day of vacation because it was -25 (without the windchill which was -45). I told myself if I took the day off I would have to work. I brought some things up from the basement and purged. I read through a couple of my journals and shredded them. I put a couple items on ebay and marketplace. I’m even donating some of my books and pencils to the library. This is not normal for me.

A question popped into my head this morning when I was looking at my pile of books I have yet to deal with. The question is: Where am I going?

I dont know.

My life feels more open now that I let go of 118 items. It’s so nice to open a closet or drawer and not feel overwhelmed because its overfilled. I feel free. I feel open. I feel unblocked.

I still have a ways to go. I would say I’m half away done. I have to admit it’s easier to let go of stuff now. I have a vision of how I want our house to look so I know what I want to keep and what needs to go.

I know I’m going to keep moving forward, but I dont know where I am going.

Do I have to know today? No. I just have to keep an open mind and be open to the wonderful experiences coming my way because I really think great things are coming my way.

Until then, I’m going to continue to let go of stuff and see what happens. Who knows……maybe I’ll win the lottery and be on an episode of My Lottery Dream Home.