Good Little Girl

That’s me in a nutshell.

A good little girl.

That’s how I was raised. To be the good girl and be an example to my younger two brothers and sister. To do things right. To not go outside of the lines. To do what I was told and dont talk back.

So that’s what I did. Its what I am still doing. Being a good girl.

Letting go my stuff has really opened me up to what I really want. I think I used all of that stuff to bury my real self.

My real self has always wanted to make a ton of money. This was I wanted from junior high on. I alway thought I would be a millionaire, but i always put it on the back burner because my parents weren’t comfortable with money. I think there will be multiple posts along my money journey…..

I woke up sad this morning. I’ve been reading You Are a Badass With Money by Jen Sincero. Amazing book. I’ve been trying to remember all of the negative beliefs about money I learned from everyone around me growing up. There’s a lot of them. I’ve dealt with them before but I dont think I was ready then to deal with them.

I am ready now.