“What are you getting in return?” A coworker asked me when I told her we were giving the sellers of the home we are trying to purchase another month to find a house three states away because their deal fell through on the house they were going to purchase.
“Nothing,” I answered.
Her comment made me think. Should we be getting something in return? And if so, what would that something be? A $100 gift card to Menards, Target or Kohl’s? A cheaper purchase price? New carpeting in the basement?
I never thought buying a house would be this difficult. It has been a bumpy ride almost since day one, but we signed a contract to buy the house and I’m going to what I can do to honor that.
I was raised to be nice and to treat others like I want to be treated. If someone needs help you help them.
Do we always need to get something in return for the good deeds we do? I don’t think so. Sometimes you don’t get something in return, but I think that down the road in some form you get compensated. For example, you might buy a lottery ticket and win $100 or someone gives you something that you really wanted or need for free.
I believe in paying it forward. I use coupons and coupon apps so I can donate food and household items to my church to go to the food bank. Every year for our wedding anniversary we donate boxes of school supplies to the church for the grade school they sponsor. I donate miscellaneous items to the local resale shop to raise funds for the animal shelter they work with. I put money in people’s parking meters that are out of time so they don’t get tickets.
I don’t believe that every time I do something nice for someone that I deserve something in return. I don’t believe this should be my focus. I do good things for people makes me feel good.
I may be more a bitch and more demanding (Yes, I do want the house right now!) in this menopause part of my life, but I think it has softened me in ways. I think I’m able to see the whole picture of things instead of just my point to view. It’s easier for me to step back and look at what is going on on my side of this house deal, but to also to see what they are going through. It can’t be easy for them to buy a house three states away, pack everything they own, secure jobs, etc.
I know the sellers are trying their hardest to make this move happen. Could they have planned better? Hell yeah! But that’s the way life goes sometimes so when your handed lemons you have to make lemonade or try to.
Will we get something in return for the good things we’ve done to get this deal done? I don’t know. Maybe. If we do, we do and if we don’t, we don’t. In the grand scheme of things does it matter? Not really. Maybe I feel this way because the house has a good vibe and we are willing to wait for it. I feel that we have something to learn in that house. That it has something to teach us.
For today I’m going to be grateful that I don’t have any errands to run for the house loan and I have the morning to myself.
And I have time to write my blog post. 🙂